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[09 May 2005|11:51am]
in this world of confusion, i no longer can except myself for what i am. i walk slowly down a dark and dusty road, looking for something i've lost a long time ago.

i dont know if it was my pride or wheither it was my state of mind, but im still searching. knowing now that my life has changed, is now more confusing then ever.

what would u do if u were surounded by nothing but the fact that you have to get high in order to get up and start the day? because if u dont the consequences are far much more greater then accepted. im 16 years old and have to depend on a shot of heroin from jim evry morning, because if i dont my body now turns on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i get so sick thatl i dont move or eat! i throw up constantly!!
all that stops when the needles is in my arm and i'm thrustin another 80 cc into my vein!!!!!!!!! whetever happened to me?

my demons are forcing me to run
but theres no place to hide
i try to find the love
that lurks deep inside
1 emoXpunkXcore || emoemoemo

MI NEWZT POME [21 Apr 2005|12:29pm]
[ mood | silly ]

tomato, tomato
who ate the tomato?
oranges on the basketball team!
doo-wap sha-bop
trout in a cup
i don't see you taking your shirt off at the beach!

cheese, cheese, cheese, cheese.
would you share your lunch with the bees?
WHO TOOK MY DOLPHIN TUNA KEY CHAIN?!?!
slimy cherries on your butt
eat the dole fruit cups.
save the pig that was slain.

take a bite out of crime.
and leave me your sandwich.
you could chop down the potato tree
but it wouldn't do much damage.

popcorn flavored lolipops.
you make my breath stink.
fill up the tub with cabbage juice
eat some week old burritos with a drink.
fry a turnip.
leave dog food in the bathroom.
then put it in the sink.

hold please...
[five seconds of silence here]
spit rhymes with wack shit
bebop and express your soul
shake your arms about and jump around
freedom
and you'll rock that shit hard

DOG FOOOOOOOD
DOG FOOOOOOOD
apples falling from a tree.
i like eggs.

2 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[09 Apr 2005|11:44pm]
i need you right now
i need you so bad
i need you to cum
over, and soak my tears up with a pad.

i cant stop crying
all i think of is you
when you arent here
i feel like poo

I FEEL LIKE SHIT
WHEN YOU'RE NOT HERE
I JUST WANT TO DIE
I FILL UP WITH FEAR

why dont youwant
to be with me too
you dont want me
but i want you-- TO BE MY BOO

just pretend i'm not there
you'll find its so easy
have fun with your friends
your time will be breezy

I FEEL LIKE SHIT
I WANT TO CUT MYSELF
I JUST WANT TO DIE
YOU USED ME AND PUT ME BACK ON THE SHELF

im only your boy
when you want me to be
when youre feeling fine
you're free of me

but sometimes i need you
and you're not there
like if im having a panic attack
it's quite a scare!

Just call when you want me
or pretend im not here
but when you want sex
i'll enter from the rear.
emoemoemo

[24 Dec 2004|08:38pm]
metty christmas!




2 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[18 Nov 2004|09:05pm]
listen up!

LISTEN UP!
IM SAD
I WANT TO KILL JIMDAVE

HE CHEETED ON ME WITH TTHIS TRAMP

HE HAS A FOOT FETISH AND SHE PUT HER FEET ALL OVER HIM!!! CHILDREN WERE WATCHING!


jim dave found her hooking on the street. she's 78, and he made her get plastic surgery cuz she looked like this.
2 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[16 Oct 2004|12:41pm]

i want a paid account and jim wont get me one!
1 emoXpunkXcore || emoemoemo

[13 Oct 2004|11:02am]
[ mood | emo. ]

When Im riding up in my emolade
Emo bitches is abouts 2 get paid.
and jim and dave are abouts 2 get laid.
by this emo thing that drinks gay-to-rade.

i log onto suicidegirls.com
to find a punk to take to prom.
and then we will plant a pipe bomb
inside the ovaries of my mom.

EMO ANTHEM
my plastic glasses have bling bling
EMO ANTHEM
Jim or dave, suck my dingaling.

And emo thug gotsta have a tissue.
I cry so much you be like "bitch, ew"
i just gots lots of some big issue.
my girlfriend she dumped me and i miss you.

i hate it when the sun comes out
and i sit and i cry and i pout
im so feep you cant even joke about
my big black dildo in my butt.

EMO ANTHEM
everyone get out their razor.
EMO ANTHEM
someone stuck me with a tazer.

all my homies hang out at ggood will.
get up kids oh they so awesomely ill.
we might pop a skittle or a pill
or find an ex girlfriend to kill.

5 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[11 Oct 2004|08:19pm]
what is the most indiest city?
4 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[30 Sep 2004|02:01pm]

my mom came to jim and i's house today, but jim shot her. lol/.
3 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

OMYGODZ!!!*!@#(*!@#911 [04 Sep 2004|12:50am]
[ mood | amused ]




Me and Jim got married over the weekendz.
He told me he loves to put the meet in my taco.
6 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[29 Jul 2004|09:07pm]
so now i ran away with dave and this is our new house.



hotness

im all over the news now!
hotne$$
7 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[23 Jul 2004|10:47pm]
omg dave said he loves me. on our first meeting. aint that cute?! my therapist says he is too old for me but he's only 41, im almost 16, so thats not too big of an age gap.
dave says the fuzz is after him for child porn... what is the fuzz? PUBIC HAIR?!?!?! LOL
dave took me to taco bell and told me he wanted to put his beef in my ass taco!!!! LOL
dave wants me to run away to arizona with him, should i? he loves me!
16 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[22 Jul 2004|08:30pm]

this is dave! he is my new boyfriend, he's 36 and HOT HOT HOT. he's taking me to see a movie tomarrow ~_*
he's not using me though.
13 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[03 Jun 2004|10:17am]
coheed and cambria was on mtv today!!!!!
UGH.... they used to be so indie.
i hate it when mtv2 bands go tmtv and lose there emo indiness.

MTV2 IS MY INDIE CASTLE
1 emoXpunkXcore || emoemoemo

[02 Jun 2004|09:42pm]

OMG SCARY

BNINOGO!

lol

POSTURE BE THATT AS IT MAY !



6 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[23 May 2004|06:48pm]
4 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

N00 sawng [14 May 2004|07:27pm]
raining emo shower by marti

it's raining
my life sucks
it's rianing
GOLDEN SHOWERSSSSSSSSSSSS

theres just one thing
that makes me happy
if you pee on my face
my day wont be crappy
i'll drink all your pee
and eat all your poop
i am SO EMOxCORE ROXXOREZ
WHOOP WHOOP

IT'S RAINING
i like donkeys
i'ts raining
PEE ON MY FACE! OMG LOL

I LOVE URINE
it tastes so good
sometime i'll suck off
a pimp from the hood
SUCK ON HIS WOOD TILL URINE COMES OUT

YUMMY PEE PEE! (12x)

YUMMY POOP (11 x)

my mom says i
am like a dog
i lick the toilet
and i fart a lot
omg i want a guy
to fart in my face
and then get high
but not too high, cuz i'm SXE

POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOp :)
2 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

pee pee poo poo [06 May 2004|01:41pm]
[ mood | horny ]

Mommy had me in the mentale hospitul for a few weaks. i was alloowed to go on teh compuder and doe "resurch." i spent all of my tyme looking at picchures of pee pee and poo poo. it's my fetissshhhhhh!!!1224. is it bad to lyke to eeat pee pee/poo poo?



emo

12 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

omg I lyke totally have a crush! [24 Apr 2004|04:41pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

My mom totally sent me to the mental hospital and it was so emo! There was this one insane girl that told me that she cut some guys head off and stuck it in the microwave! SHE TRIED TO EAT MY ARM!!!! Everyone made fun of me because I'm afraid of bandaids, stickers, and tape. A girl make me a tshirt out of bandaids, and put it on me while I was sleeping. When I woke up, and saw it ontop of me, I had a nervous breakdown and had a seizure!!!!1123
sooooo emoXcore!

but anywayz, this is my new crush
http://www.livejournal.com/users/majinadam/1863.html#cutid1

I can't tell if it's a boi or a gurl, but it's liek totally teh seX0rz!!!!!

i <3 him/hur!!!!!213320958djf
lolakjsdnfmncjasdkf

mommy says I'm ghey.. is it wrong to be ghey?
gayyyyyy emo tearz

11 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

[18 Apr 2004|05:37pm]
mom put me in the mental hospital and i just now got out ugh i h8 her@!IJE@!OPENH23ip' ryf789f g7289fdegwy78tfg6438ofvywuikfgvewqy98pfvgeyiulvcbgovceywq8io fvgueiwqlvbg89uervh o'bgjigog b9uilfdh
4 emoXpunkXcores || emoemoemo

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